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friday;
it was a day mixed w so many emotions (: anticipated it from monday, i was definitely nervous! collecting o's results was so not, so very not fun at all. heart was thumping like crazy. & yeah, if i had no expectations of myself, i wouldnt have been disappointed. i wasnt just disappointed lah basically. it was not all abt that 1grade difference, seriously. i think i cried everything out. it was hard to take. when there are strings of unfairness somewhere, somehow. just cant take it lying down. i cant explain it in words anyway. it was not as if i cld control. i cried a full blue night. it was a 1st time, tt even w/o thinking abt it, my tears wld flow on its own. it just hurt that bad la. but special thanks to all those who were there (: but i can never read those msges again, i cannot be reminded of this anymore. (:
on a lighter note, sec4 handbellers05 did so extremely well! okay the entire school did well (: but im so proud of all 8 of them! PEARLY LENA MELC ANNABEL ELIZABETH E ELIZABETH C MAUREEN QIANRU! you guys were great la! (: called bardee in the middle of lessons to tell her abt the o's results. & telling her meant telling alot of ppl, cos their whole clique was there, haha. anyway, i was saying, pearly wld surely, obviously be 1 of those who scored 9distinctions! & harharhar, how right was i (: i love my bardee. so much so (:
happy 12th birthday sissy!
today;
went for piano lesson. i still think i dont wanna stop piano lah, its madness. i cannot! okay i wont then. hmm met my mom&sis, went to tpy for lunch & help my couzzie make spec. heh. lunched at fortunate restaurant! but before tt, alr gulped 1burger down so i cldnt absorb much fr there. anw i dont like their food la.
mom, grandma and couz went to make spec. my sis & i trned down to j8. bought lotsa nonsense. vday gifts etc. & my beloved file! omg, aft 1 mth. EXACTLY! 12th jan i lost it okay. stupid day. came hm, studied abit, a little little bit only. cldnt do matrices wrksht, so hard ):
went my grandpa's hse. msging dingdong all the way. that nut.
just crapped w Banana Ding on the phone. wahlao, whole time talking abt SLUGS & saying ' whatever '. lol but her voice is so unique eh, rather cute. she screamed "wahlao lousy la!" on the phone so loudly, everyone in the lift cld hear her scolding me. WHATEVER, you dingdongbell. haha
happy swt 16th, wynne! (:
i cant wait to see you & i know youre reading okay! (:
it was a day mixed w so many emotions (: anticipated it from monday, i was definitely nervous! collecting o's results was so not, so very not fun at all. heart was thumping like crazy. & yeah, if i had no expectations of myself, i wouldnt have been disappointed. i wasnt just disappointed lah basically. it was not all abt that 1grade difference, seriously. i think i cried everything out. it was hard to take. when there are strings of unfairness somewhere, somehow. just cant take it lying down. i cant explain it in words anyway. it was not as if i cld control. i cried a full blue night. it was a 1st time, tt even w/o thinking abt it, my tears wld flow on its own. it just hurt that bad la. but special thanks to all those who were there (: but i can never read those msges again, i cannot be reminded of this anymore. (:
on a lighter note, sec4 handbellers05 did so extremely well! okay the entire school did well (: but im so proud of all 8 of them! PEARLY LENA MELC ANNABEL ELIZABETH E ELIZABETH C MAUREEN QIANRU! you guys were great la! (: called bardee in the middle of lessons to tell her abt the o's results. & telling her meant telling alot of ppl, cos their whole clique was there, haha. anyway, i was saying, pearly wld surely, obviously be 1 of those who scored 9distinctions! & harharhar, how right was i (: i love my bardee. so much so (:
happy 12th birthday sissy!
today;
went for piano lesson. i still think i dont wanna stop piano lah, its madness. i cannot! okay i wont then. hmm met my mom&sis, went to tpy for lunch & help my couzzie make spec. heh. lunched at fortunate restaurant! but before tt, alr gulped 1burger down so i cldnt absorb much fr there. anw i dont like their food la.
mom, grandma and couz went to make spec. my sis & i trned down to j8. bought lotsa nonsense. vday gifts etc. & my beloved file! omg, aft 1 mth. EXACTLY! 12th jan i lost it okay. stupid day. came hm, studied abit, a little little bit only. cldnt do matrices wrksht, so hard ):
went my grandpa's hse. msging dingdong all the way. that nut.
just crapped w Banana Ding on the phone. wahlao, whole time talking abt SLUGS & saying ' whatever '. lol but her voice is so unique eh, rather cute. she screamed "wahlao lousy la!" on the phone so loudly, everyone in the lift cld hear her scolding me. WHATEVER, you dingdongbell. haha
happy swt 16th, wynne! (:
i cant wait to see you & i know youre reading okay! (:
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